questions

strengthen my heart.
sharpening my feelings.
clearing my head.
talking and discussing with my inner voice.

asking and denying.
wondering then confincing.
remembering, making conclusions.
trying hard to believe.

again and again.
digging out my memories.
seeing them in slow motion.
missing the details,i hope not.

i just need the answer.
the right one.
i have to make a desicion.
the best one.

do i need you?
or i just curious about you?
sure, i want you.
and yes, i really like you.

one thing that i don't know.
y o u r s.
your heart.
your feeling.

do you see me the way i see you?

or it's just me staring, clinging
at nobody








by Mariska Sheila Kellani on Monday, July 20, 2009 at 3:03am