cursed

warning : bad english

i will bring the best of me for myself.
i will be good.
so very good.
i will get the best.
i deserve it.

i will achieve all my dreams and goals in life.
i will be very happy even with every obstacles world can offer.
because i know i can.
yes, darling. i am that great.

so i've cursed myself.
no more nice girl.
no more.
enough. i won't be nice anymore.

but.
i'm still kind.
i have this keyhole attached in my heart now.
where there's a keyhole, there'll be also a key.
'the key'.
so. i can be nice and be a good girl again.
but it won't be easy.

get the key, because i'm worthy.